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  Sweet child of mine, you been long gone from me Will you remember my name, and how we used to be   Nights are not enough to dream about you Days are falling short thinking about you   Sweet child of mine, (ooh... sweet child of mine)   Deep down my heart, you can still find the scar Left by the time, when you went too far Cause I've loved you to the moon and star   Sweet child of mine, you been long gone from me Will you remain the same, as if separations never came   With the empty space, you left behind, Searching myself, and nowhere to find   Sweet child of mine, (Ooh...sweet child of mine)   This silence is loud, louder than the wildest scream Nothing consoles, nothing can helps it seem Cause this pain in heart's extreme - Ju Ne -  Listen to this song -  Short Version of this song

Hadn't there been a light so far That shined in me so bright Missing something in my life That turned this day to night. I wish I could stay for long Holding my breath ever more Hiding myself in this world Pretending to be strong. Memories that I hold so close Won't let me sleep at night With every dawn that breaks to light Wish I had you at my sight. Every hour that's passing by And with every breath I take More do I realize Parting was mistake. Deep in me is a crying child You can calm with a lullaby Any day or any hour Nothing would ever satisfy. ~ Ju Ne

ഇനി ഒന്നു മരിക്കണം - എന്നിട്ട്‌ കാണണം, ആർക്കഭിമാനം ആകുന്നു ഞാൻ. ഏതോ യുഗത്തിൽ ജനിച്ചു മരിച്ചൊരു, അന്ന് മനുഷ്യനാം ഇന്ന് ദൈവത്തിനോ. അതോ പണിതുയർത്തിയ ആരാധനാലായതിനായി, മനുഷ്യനെ പിഴിയുന്ന മതത്തിനോ. സേവന പുതപിൻ കീഴിൽ ഒരു, സ്വാർത്ഥത മാത്രമുള്ളൊരു കൂട്ടത്തിനോ. അതോ രക്ത സാക്ഷികൾക്കായി, ഉറ്റുനോക്കുന്നൊരു രാഷ്ട്രീയ പക്ഷത്തിനോ. സ്നേഹിച്ചുവെങ്കിലും ഇല്ലെന്നു കേൾപ്പിച്ച, കാമുകി എന്ന സങ്കല്പത്തിനോ. അതോ കെട്ടിയത് മൂലം കൂടെ നിൽക്കുന്ന, ഭാര്യ എന്ന സത്യത്തിനോ. ആർകുമില്ലെങ്കിൽ പിന്നെന്തിനീ ചങ്ങല, എന്തിനെന്നെ ബന്ധിച്ചു നീ. സ്വപ്നങ്ങളിലേക് പറന്നുയരാൻ ചിറകുകൾ, എന്തിനു മുറിച്ചു മാറ്റി. നിബന്ധനകൾ ഏറെ നീ വച്ചുനീട്ടി, ജീവിക്കാൻ എന്നും ഈ ഞാൻ മാത്രം. കടപാടുകൾ മാത്രം അന്നും ഇന്നും, അതിനപ്പുറത്തൊരു ശൂന്യതയും. മരണത്തിലൂടെ ജയിക്കുമെന്നോർത്തു ഞാൻ, സന്തോഷത്തോടെ ഞാൻ കണ്ണടച്ചു. നാലുതോള് തന്ന് ആനയിച്ചെന്നെ നീ, വീണ്ടും കടപാടിൽ മുക്കി കൊന്നു. - Ju Ne

Fluttering wings of fire So desperate for freedom All I can see Is the world outside On the top of the voice I cried for mercy Till the feathers fell Off my body to the ground Deaf ears they pretend Chuckled on my pain All for a reason That anonymous gain Accustomed to the chains The seeking freedom When I found within Peace is what I’m living in Table turns for good Their persuading fell flat Gates were opened and The shackles set free. Fly to freedom they said Slowly chuckles replaced with mine Freedom is what I sought Freedom is where I am. - Ju Ne [Feedback is welcome as always]

She never said she did And how much I excited her But I knew she had it. Every single time she gaze And the longing I see in her Breaks me to core and pour. Couldn’t help, but submit Knowing I’ll lose myself She is, worth losing for. One among many to fall With a glimpse and urge To touch her lips and soul. Out from the sky I fly With distance in seconds Though as time stands still. Just in a hands reach About to touch and feel When time turns moments. Out from nowhere I tremble and got driven Far from her, the destiny. I did quench, though The thirst and the longing Not of the soul, but the soil. Died and buried underneath With love that lasted a life How long can I be captive? Will rise again from ashes And pour down on you again But, in another monsoon. -  Ju  Ne [A comment below would be the best thing you can give]

Far from the past I was running away All alone in the street Not a shadow to follow And I stumble on you. The roses in my hand Withered dried and died Still holding on together Though in pieces as petals And yes, I fall for you. One by one it fell As I let it off my hand Finally an empty hand In fact two, to hold you through And I start with you. A difference to make Left no stone unturned A rose for a change That’s a way to start And then I realized That’s always been the start. -  Ju  Ne [A comment below would be the best thing you can give]

   Crossing the seven seas, Millions of miles in reach, However far you go, With every high and low, You will always be - A part of me. I'll bathe you in colors, And every scent of flowers, Playing with the hue, With a masterpiece in view, You will always be - An art of me. In anguish my soul, Your breath is so cold, Unpleasant memories that unfold, Though whatever you hold, You will always be - Sweet heart of me. Loved and lost, Tasted as a pinch of salt, If ever again I long, To love a life lifelong, You will still be - That start of me. -   Ju  Ne [A comment below would be the best thing you can give]

  The scent of a woman, that specific woman; Torn clothes, and the cluttered linen; Prove the night we had. The moan that buried, beneath the fluttering window drapes; The bite marks, and the nail marks; The battle marks of making out. Dead on one’s feet, after a battle of fire and ice; Burning in desire was pleasing, so was melting to the core; All before I close my eyes.   The morning sun, and the sea breeze, pleased me indeed, but distraction needs something more, than her towel wrapped soul. With another smile, and another kiss, she fades away from sight; As I dissolve in the fantasy, Of the night we had.   - Justin Nen [A comment below would be the best thing you can give]

That ball of fire, Wandering in the sky, By the noon its heat, by the fall it's art. It moves ahead, From the head to horizon, Blending with hue, With every inch of move. And then it starts, The dance of the beauty, Majesticity of creator, And the dream of an artist. With every move, Making it more beautiful, Adding a tint of yellow, To mark the beginning. It moves further down, Adding pure to the tint, And now we see the rim, When the tones take over. Adding to the beauty, Is a drop of orange, And further down it goes, Adding pure to the plane. A ball of orange, Far near the horizon, Further enhances to shades, A wale to hide its beauty. Jealous of me, Staring at the beauty, I see those clouds, Like scattered sands. As the time pass, I try to convince them, And yes, they let me- To have a final glance. By the time its half, And it's more pure now, And thanking HIM for this, The ...

Into the pieces I fall, Into the pieces I fall, Some enormously big, And some comparatively small. Into the pieces I fall, Into the pieces I fall. All was fine, When you were mine, Then there was a fall, A really great fall. Into the pieces I fall, Into the pieces I fall. We had our time, All glitters and all fame, Midst of all, I slip and fall, Then you took the call. Into the pieces I fall, Into the pieces I fall. I live in my yesterday, Chronicles of love, so to say, I can get over it, But not ready for another fall. Into the pieces I fall, Into the pieces I fall. Begged and Pleaded, For everything that I conceded, But, all to the deaf ear, As that was your worst fear. Into the pieces I fall, Into the pieces I fall. - Ju Ne

When everything looked right And future looked so bright I saw my life passing by Don’t know where and why. And then I open my eyes Surrounded by walls so high With a window out of my reach Giving the false hope of breach. Out from there I hear it straight Laughing at me and my fate But I listen to what makes me strong That build my dream and survive so long. The wind that blow with a hauling sound Tells me that I’m free and out of bound The chirping of birds so sweet Tells that I’m alive and on my feet. Now, it’s the time to build on it A world free of flesh and heat Where everything looks right And future looks so bright. - Ju Ne

Hard to make a mind, I loved all that I see and find, And then, I found this life anew, That made me forget quite a few, Now I Know, I’m filled with life, Just because it’s You. Wrapped up in love, I don’t feel a thing above, Counting the days that passed by, And yet to pass without a sight, As I Know, the wait is worth, Just because it’s You. Broken and fallen apart, Still I hold on to love, Loneliness and speechless, Still I embrace my love, Coz I Know, Days will change, Just because it’s You. Into the fragments I fall, May be that’s destiny’s call, I’m still ready to drench in love, Just me and you, and nothing above, Coz I know, we are still in love, Just because it’s You. - J Nen - (Would love to see your feedback) -  Listen to this song

Boundaries for the thoughts,  Shackles for the dreams,  Within you it persist,  It's just within you that exist.  Closing the eyes to make it dark,  Hiding to keep this world apart,  When everyone is striving to make a mark,  How long will you stay away from this spark.  The weak, for sure, will perish,  And the strong will prevail,  Make a moment to remember and cherish,  Before you stop and fall pale.  Rise and shine to this world new,  Realize the strength lying within you,  The Zeal and the belief cue,  Will always help and guide you through.  You may fall down, and get hurt -  There will be eyes to see you cut,  And, No one to support and hear your cry.  Believe that, real fall will be not to try.  It's kind of an illusion we've been through,  Where we see real things but can not act,  Realization sets you free from the sleep,  So, Stop not...

And then she said she knew – All the time I spent with her, Are counted as the diamonds few. The coffee, the dinner, those sunny days – Not one bit, out of her eyes. She reminded me of – one by one, And I kept thinking, is this some pun. Of the pavements, where we laughed, On the things that most little cared. About the nature and in the rain, Which I thought would never come again. But, here she is, making me wrong, Above everything, as too far she’s gone. The long wait, and finally it’s paid, But still, there is a beauty in the love unsaid. - Justin Nen - 20130430

Am I the forsaken ? A precious gift I had lost, Out of everything given and taken, She's the one I miss the most. As long it was, like a song, Then she blew it like a bubble, Still not sure what went wrong, Relationship, was that so feeble ? No distance here, still so far, I'm afraid to get closer now, Sky wide open and I'll be a star, Watching every moment from up above. I still hold the words once you wrote, In a hope that I may never get lost. - Ju Ne - 20130417

‘Sorry’ wouldn’t make a difference, And yes, no substitute for my absence, But, this is all I’ve got, Don’t know how, but I forgot. Wanted to come and see you, Be there, and bid you adieu, But something caught my mind, Still thinking, but cannot rewind. Now my eyes are getting wet, Pondering where my mind was set, How could I miss and forget the day, When this was the last day you will stay. I remember the days of past, When you lead me grow from last, The teaching days and the motivation, And, always being an inspiration. You are far, yet I’ll keep seeking, You are there, yet I’ll keep missing, Another person, I may not find, And even if, not one of your kind. I Know, ‘Sorry’ wouldn’t make a difference, And you know, I mostly speak in silence, But yes, this is all I’ve got, And really, I’ll miss you a lot. - Ju Ne 20130306

Four square and we the people, Room so packed, and still it prevails, Sitting next to me is a man, Sitting next to me is a woman. Colors of the band define the years, Faces to faces, we see, still it prevails, A crowd is present, to say, Strangers we were, and are, long we stay. A glimpse of fairy somewhere in the middle, Too far from reach, so it still prevails, So much so that, I can hear the breath, Along the length, along the breadth. I want to break it, I want to speak, Get close to the people I met, But, somewhere within I sense, I have started loving this silence. - Ju Ne - 20130206

It was always you and me - Never knew what it could be – Thought it would last forever – But relationship was like a sea. You are the waves and I’m the shore – Throughout the day, throughout the day – Day in and day out, love was more and more – Didn't  know it  wasn't  gonna stay. You came to me and kissed me – Hugged me and embraced me – I turned back and looked at you – You were far away, still too far away. There  wasn't  one, there  isn't  one – A day, together we see setting the sun – Still, I love you to the core – Ready to be cheated more and more. Many times I came to you – With love filled hearts and opened arms – And every time you pushed me back – As acquaintance and never loved me once. And it was once when you took me in – I realized, what being one is – I realized, what getting lost in love is – And, I realized, I’m no more breathing in. - Ju Ne

When I'm sad, no one but you see, When I was down, you lifted me - When desperate, you gave me hope, You resemble Love.   When in dark, you gave me light, When let down, you cheered me up - When lost, you found me way, You resemble God.   All that and many more, Not for you, every thing for me - I see you every where, Loving, caring and praying for me.   Darkest nights or the most dull day, You are with me each and every day - My mom, my sister, my teacher, My friend, my love and many other way.   You resemble Love, You resemble God, You resemble Everything, You are the Girl.   - Ju Ne  

We see the light, and rejoice - Fail to see that it's just a matter of choice - What significance you see for light - Say there is nothing called as night - The clouds in the sky so dark, Somewhere a sun beam so bright - There we point the light of mark, We miss the cloud that showcase the light. The MAN who died, the MAN who rose - We praised HIM as a matter of course - The gray became dark, the word is betray - We miss the 12th, and we pray to the MAN we pray. What makes a king a king - What makes good that good - Tear the mask and sling - If you cannot call a spade a spade - We ignore, and we still pretend to see - Like this, the world had been and will be - Most often what we miss and abstain - Is Spark, the other side of coin. - Ju Ne