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~ Swaying life ~

  Where did the magic go Parting ways as never before Closing doors, and shutting lights Tears rolling from our eyes.   Words did speak, but silence more As if stranded on a silent shore Hugs and Kisses are all gone Left us with the hearts of stone.   Did we cross that border line Where we forget you are mine This exit might be last to turn Until point of no return   Worth it giving one more chance Change in life, and change of stance You never asked, I never told Emotions close, that we hold   Ride back on the familiar road With silent prayers and hands of god Time will pass, wounds will heal Getting close, so home it feels         Ju Ne       20250315        Listen to this song

~ Sweet child of mine ~

  Sweet child of mine, you been long gone from me Will you remember my name, and how we used to be   Nights are not enough to dream about you Days are falling short thinking about you   Sweet child of mine, (ooh... sweet child of mine)   Deep down my heart, you can still find the scar Left by the time, when you went too far Cause I've loved you to the moon and star   Sweet child of mine, you been long gone from me Will you remain the same, as if separations never came   With the empty space, you left behind, Searching myself, and nowhere to find   Sweet child of mine, (Ooh...sweet child of mine)   This silence is loud, louder than the wildest scream Nothing consoles, nothing can helps it seem Cause this pain in heart's extreme - Ju Ne -  Listen to this song -  Short Version of this song

~ I feel it ~

Hadn't there been a light so far That shined in me so bright Missing something in my life That turned this day to night. I wish I could stay for long Holding my breath ever more Hiding myself in this world Pretending to be strong. Memories that I hold so close Won't let me sleep at night With every dawn that breaks to light Wish I had you at my sight. Every hour that's passing by And with every breath I take More do I realize Parting was mistake. Deep in me is a crying child You can calm with a lullaby Any day or any hour Nothing would ever satisfy. ~ Ju Ne

~ എന്റെ മരണം ~

ഇനി ഒന്നു മരിക്കണം - എന്നിട്ട്‌ കാണണം, ആർക്കഭിമാനം ആകുന്നു ഞാൻ. ഏതോ യുഗത്തിൽ ജനിച്ചു മരിച്ചൊരു, അന്ന് മനുഷ്യനാം ഇന്ന് ദൈവത്തിനോ. അതോ പണിതുയർത്തിയ ആരാധനാലായതിനായി, മനുഷ്യനെ പിഴിയുന്ന മതത്തിനോ. സേവന പുതപിൻ കീഴിൽ ഒരു, സ്വാർത്ഥത മാത്രമുള്ളൊരു കൂട്ടത്തിനോ. അതോ രക്ത സാക്ഷികൾക്കായി, ഉറ്റുനോക്കുന്നൊരു രാഷ്ട്രീയ പക്ഷത്തിനോ. സ്നേഹിച്ചുവെങ്കിലും ഇല്ലെന്നു കേൾപ്പിച്ച, കാമുകി എന്ന സങ്കല്പത്തിനോ. അതോ കെട്ടിയത് മൂലം കൂടെ നിൽക്കുന്ന, ഭാര്യ എന്ന സത്യത്തിനോ. ആർകുമില്ലെങ്കിൽ പിന്നെന്തിനീ ചങ്ങല, എന്തിനെന്നെ ബന്ധിച്ചു നീ. സ്വപ്നങ്ങളിലേക് പറന്നുയരാൻ ചിറകുകൾ, എന്തിനു മുറിച്ചു മാറ്റി. നിബന്ധനകൾ ഏറെ നീ വച്ചുനീട്ടി, ജീവിക്കാൻ എന്നും ഈ ഞാൻ മാത്രം. കടപാടുകൾ മാത്രം അന്നും ഇന്നും, അതിനപ്പുറത്തൊരു ശൂന്യതയും. മരണത്തിലൂടെ ജയിക്കുമെന്നോർത്തു ഞാൻ, സന്തോഷത്തോടെ ഞാൻ കണ്ണടച്ചു. നാലുതോള് തന്ന് ആനയിച്ചെന്നെ നീ, വീണ്ടും കടപാടിൽ മുക്കി കൊന്നു. - Ju Ne

~ Inner Peace ~

Fluttering wings of fire So desperate for freedom All I can see Is the world outside On the top of the voice I cried for mercy Till the feathers fell Off my body to the ground Deaf ears they pretend Chuckled on my pain All for a reason That anonymous gain Accustomed to the chains The seeking freedom When I found within Peace is what I’m living in Table turns for good Their persuading fell flat Gates were opened and The shackles set free. Fly to freedom they said Slowly chuckles replaced with mine Freedom is what I sought Freedom is where I am. - Ju Ne [Feedback is welcome as always]

~ Love Story ~

She never said she did And how much I excited her But I knew she had it. Every single time she gaze And the longing I see in her Breaks me to core and pour. Couldn’t help, but submit Knowing I’ll lose myself She is, worth losing for. One among many to fall With a glimpse and urge To touch her lips and soul. Out from the sky I fly With distance in seconds Though as time stands still. Just in a hands reach About to touch and feel When time turns moments. Out from nowhere I tremble and got driven Far from her, the destiny. I did quench, though The thirst and the longing Not of the soul, but the soil. Died and buried underneath With love that lasted a life How long can I be captive? Will rise again from ashes And pour down on you again But, in another monsoon. -  Ju  Ne [A comment below would be the best thing you can give]

~ Déjà Vu ~

Far from the past I was running away All alone in the street Not a shadow to follow And I stumble on you. The roses in my hand Withered dried and died Still holding on together Though in pieces as petals And yes, I fall for you. One by one it fell As I let it off my hand Finally an empty hand In fact two, to hold you through And I start with you. A difference to make Left no stone unturned A rose for a change That’s a way to start And then I realized That’s always been the start. -  Ju  Ne [A comment below would be the best thing you can give]